A Toast To The Amber Ashen Skies..

Well, a long string of events have surpassed me- Just like that. It feels almost surreal that the all daunting O's have already passed me by. Like a house unscathed by a passing hurricane, like a lion walking by the gazelle nonchalantly. Somehow, it just doesn't feel the same.

Started work as a Production Assistant for this kids show titled Double Chin. Into their second season, the cast all seem almost too familiar with one another. So, new to the set- I'm sticking out like a sore thumb. Interning is hell. Yes yes, alot of on the job knowledge can be attained easilly and yes yes, the pay is hell man. However, I'm sticking with it.- for personal reasons.


Have you ever looked someone in the eye and felt a surge of adrenaline rush through your body? Trying to break eye contact with the person and yet again at the same time trying to just spend one more golden second locked in that gaze. I have and I'm telling you man. It beats weed, over boozing and that first unprofessional screw. Ahhh, I'm always falling in love/infatuation/crush. She's a talent meaning she's a actress, well sorta since she's like 15 or 16. I'm not much older. Anyway, she has these eyes that seem to grab you by your head and lock themselves into your eye line. And those lips, think Angelina Jolie man. Working with her is always fraught with caution, I'm constantly afraid that if she walks by me that by natural instinctive reaction I would just grab her and plant a big wet one on those lovely lips.

And again, it's something that would just never happen. The pot of gold at the end of the rainbow, the golden feather of the peacock.

Back to the emo metal stuff, Sonata Artica and HIM here I come!